Untill you find yourself it's Impossible to lose you
Ello luvlies...♥I'm ShaRhonda &; you won't ever fully know me via my website, but um here's a bit of thee' surface. I'm 19 yrz yunq & I pride myself off of my intelliqence not just my physical attributes, because my outside is just a wrappinq of what you may interpret of me, but inside I'm truly an undiscovered qift*. I'm a mother : ) - Soon I will be blessed with my beautiful baby qurl -Ny'airah Jenai Massenburg I'm takken ♥ &' I truly love em : ) . I'm a Sophmore in colleqe &' I plan on workinq in the field of psychology and education. Some thinqs to note about me - I'm am hardly ever content, &' sometimes I feel that others should have standards &' view thinqs such as I do, but that is a side of too much self love I'm tryinq to let qo, because I can be hard on others for not livinq up to my charachter or standards. I try to avoid hanqinq around females who stay in drama or cause it. I choose to keep few & to keep it real. I find it hard to claim anyone as a bestie becuz just like in Love, I have also been betrayed in friendship many times. So as I see it, in time I'll find a qirlfriend worth qivinq thee' title of bff to. I was raised quite well in a chaotic enviorment, my mother raised me to be a lady, &' I have to say today, I'm that woman & more that my mother always wanted me to be. Like any qurl I made mistakes & i know I will continue to make them, but none of them are reqrets just life qrowinq lessons. I'm alwayz open to makin friendz & helpinq out others.- I've learned you can't controll or make things always qo your way in life, you just adapt and make them better. The lord is deep within my heart and i try to follow the right path as much as I can. I dont drink or smoke, throuqh personal experience qrowinq up around it & seeinq how it affects family members helps me to see that it is not the right way to qo. &' it just doesnt interest me. I been thru a lot all my life, but I will neva change anything about me for nobody. The experiences I been through made me who I am. I make no exscuses for error &' I'm hard on myself because sometimes I tend to slack, I'm a procrastinatior, but I always push myself mentally to be the best me I can be. I've gotten stronqer and grew up so much from the old me & I plan to continue to only qet better &' set a qood examples for others & also learn alonq the way.
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When it comes to my personality thee' close few would say I'm crazy like seriously loco lol or qoofy & uuuuuhhh idk lols I would say I'm neither. My personality does consist of those two traits but thee' real me rarely comes out. I open up to very few ppl in my life. I'm very confident & happy with myself, I dont think theres a thinq about me I dont like ll's, someone once said, "People often say that ‘beauty is in the eye of the beholder,’ and I say that the most liberating thing about beauty is realizing that you are the beholder. This empowers us to find beauty in places where others have not dared to look, including inside ourselves"__ &' I truly believe &' live by that. I handle my own bizness & I live my own life - I feel thee' more time you spend worryinq about another - thee' more your life qets neqlected. &' my life is very important to me. I hate talkinq to ppl when I'm not satisfied with my mood, myself, or my surroundinqs. I hate txtinq &' phone convos, despite thee' fact that I'm a very sociable person....hmm idk why I'm like that, but half of the time I honestly like beinq left alone.- I can qet a lot done w/o distractions. At times I can be lazy lols I would say my room almost always stays an orqanized mess, because every time I clean it up, afterwards I feel the need to qo throuqh my stuff &' dress up or discover. - I qet bored easily & I love to laugh if I havent laughed then I havent had a good day. I'm a nerd I love to watch the discovery channel or anythinq I can learn from like foodnetwork or maybe even sponqebob lol.
Takinq pictures is a must for me. I love to capture life because pictures last forever, but life passes us by . Musikk is my.addikton, It qetz me hiqher den any blunt,& more wasted den any sloppy hoe at a party, so I'd have to say it numbs the pain &' increases the pleasure. I'm not your typical qurly qurl, but I swear I'm a fashion addict/hoarder lol because if i love somethinq I will never let it qo kinda like thee' ppl in my life : ). I have accessories & purses for days, &' items Ive had since middle school, When it comes to my style I'm not afraid of chanqe so I quess you could call me a chameleon because my style is restless. Art &' poetry are two of my creative outlets, I've been writinq and drawinq since I was a young gurl &' I find it to be a release, but not a hobby. Many thinqs dont impress me or phase me. I'm always wantinq more from life &' myself, so I quess thats where the never content thinq comes from, but if there is anymore you'd like to know, just ask &' I'll tell : p - tootles.
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